This is not just a normal poetry blog post, this is going to be an actual blog post. Surprised maybe? I know I am. I started to think of him again. This happens once or twice a month. It’s either when a song comes on or I see him at the library. The memories come… Continue reading Memories of Us: Months Later
Oh shy little girl, don’t fret about the mistakes you have done. You are marvelous just the way you are with your intelligence and kindness. Never let anyone stop you from your dreams of accomplishing your goals in this cruel life time. You may lose your innocence at such a young age, and you may… Continue reading The Future
I sit in the waiting room all alone. I wait, and wait for my name to be called. I already have tears welling up in my eyes. I don’t really want to say the words out loud to my therapist who has only seen me 6 times since last year. I’m still dealing with the… Continue reading Waiting Room
Emotionally drained, I sit in the shower with the cold shower water raining down on me. I switch the temperatures just to see if I can feel anything. I sit there naked, letting all my tears out. When I am finished no one can notice if my face is red or that there are tears… Continue reading Cold Showers
I would like to get a poetry book self-published. My reasoning behind this is because I would love to help people who face challenges with their own mental disorders. I believe through poetry I can… Source: Poetry Book Project
Oh Lord… Can you give me the life that is worth living for? The kind of life that helps me embrace the beautiful kind soul that I am. For I love myself and all the quirks involved. Quirks like randomly singing or being the dreamer that I am. I am proud of everything that I… Continue reading Worth Waiting For
A weakness of growing up in a small town is what is around you physically is what your experience is composed of. While growing up, I was with my grandparents’ day in and day out. My grandparents believed in the simple life, what the pastor says, and the old way. They and others are a… Continue reading Stop to Read Along The Way
In a empty park away from the busy city life, I’m laying down on this old blanket of mine that was passed down to me from my grandma. In a big open field of green dew-like grass, is where I lay. Miles and miles away. I rest my eyes for a few moments, and then… Continue reading The Night Sky
4 in 7 rest 8 out These three numbers represent the calming of my anxiety. It may be only three numbers but it means a lot to me. It’s like preparing for battle within myself. Ive been training myself to fight with these numbers as one of many weapons I’ve acquired. If anything comes my… Continue reading Magic Numbers
I have gotten to point to where I know how to kill my demons on the spot. This is a big thing for me since my inner demons like to ramble about useless things in my head. Once the first thought comes I sit back and relax. I repeat to myself a few sentences. “You… Continue reading Triumphant Against My Demons
Slowing Down Life 